Hurt

Thinking of travelling around. With someone I fond of or who's willing to accompany me.
Totally not in the kind of mood that I myself can tolerate with.
These days I was hurt badly.
Mostly from family. coursework. homework. peers.
No I can't cry anymore no matter how. No more. My tears are dried out.
Now even Westlife's songs have lost the magic.
I can still feel the pain inside. No matter how frequent I repeated listening to Westlife.
Lying so silently.
But I feel it hurts so violently.

For somehow but I don't know how,
I thought I have the discretion to control my account of money.
But all came to a discoverable mess and it's like an illusionary slap to my face.
Not telling you doesn't mean making secret profit.
Come on! It's credited by aunt to my account and for all this while I didn't tell you too.
So I don't see any necessity to tell you about the money thing this time.
And that's the reason I answer you "Yes I still have money" "No need bank in for me yet"
when you ask me about my balance
You Thought I'm a Banker ar?
or I Go Rob the Bank and that's why I have So Much Inexhaustible Money to use?
My passion was welcomed by a wave of scolding.
Should I feel comfortable instead and tell all the people around "Yeah I got scolded!"?

I know you are earning hard bearing we three small kids.
But I'm grown, physically-fully and psychologically none.
I'd feel the emptiness too. Not only you. I bet sista will feel the same way as well.
Sometimes I really don't know what to do when I am so helpless.
I can't call you all. I don't wanna make any trouble.
You have had enough. So do I.
I'm tired of being the eldest. Being the black sheep.
No one sincerely/truthfully cares for me.
I'm leading solitary life. and I'm liking it as the ironic way.
God, can I ask for an exchange in my next life, if there is any, please?
That's my prayer to be heard.
Thanks.

Amen.

 洶湧的澎湃，海在怒吼

 幸福，下一站

 走吧，走吧，人總要自己慢慢長大

 傲視滄海，一聲笑，人在江湖

 悸動心痛

我是一只小小鳥，尋覓一個溫暖的懷抱

And I believe, 

Hug is one of the most important things that I can say without speaking. do without acting. 

And I need one right now. but who cares? 

Leave it blank there. I'm searching for the answer. 

p/s 

I've temporarily closed the account on FB and no one can actually see my posts except some photos. 

Text me a line or give me a call if you have any things needed to reach me. 

People with their minds that I'm being emo. "Whatever" is the only word I can tell you and it shows that you don't understand me thoroughly. 

The left part of my chest is left empty. Because my heart is being hospitalised now. 

I'll bring it to travel around but I'm unsure when will it be back. So stay tuned. 

Time will heal and I'll be fine. 

心呼吸

這一路 走著走著

走遠了

非得要在回頭時才發現

我遺落一地的遺憾

心

開始對附屬的肉體產生抗拒

累了

倦了

但是臉上的笑顔始終不能停

心空再沒有翅膀的痕跡

鳥兒已高飛走遠

那種心涼一陣子沁入心脾

又迴旋似的沖上腦門謀殺我的感官

一種會呼吸的痛

會上癮的痛

在還沒有沉溺于它之前

我要先提身抽離

是時候沉澱内心的污漬

拉近心與我的距離

答應自己

我要好好的活著

然後回來

“好久不見了，我可憐的心。”

Jacky Cheung 張學友

一首歌、一種心情、一次感動、一段故事 
這一次，來自樂壇歌神 張學友。
尤其在夜深人靜時刻，聼著張學友，輕撫難以釋懷的那些情感。

從《一千個傷心的理由》、《左右爲難》、《吻別》、《Amour》、《情書》、《祝福》、《慢慢》、《忘記你我做不到》、《黑白畫映》、《禮物》、《如果愛》、《我真的受傷了》、《咖啡》到最近迷上的《人人》。 


聼張學友的歌曲仿佛身同處境，是學友哥的唯美歌聲催人熱淚還是我的眼淚太廉價？
聽著自己與内心的抑鬱對話，每每都會尾隨張學友舒服的歌聲而去。 


每一首歌
詮釋著特定的某一種心情
超凡的音質讓内心深處莫名湧出每一次感動
恬靜委婉地細述著人人心中的某一段故事

人人

作曲: 陳輝陽 填詞: 林夕 編曲: 杜自持 監製: 杜自持/歐丁玉

夜幕 繁星不見

亦見繁盛 尚有霓虹照青天

高矚遠瞻

大家 光影中走過萬家店

憶苦都思甜 在城裏自有生天

擠逼的生涯奉獻一生好好發展

@人人此心不變 人人功夫再顯

繁華千洗百鍊 擁抱命運當挑戰

*人人細數當年 人人情繫眼前

但願 晴天一片

面對磨練 自覺圖強也必先

心聲震天

逆境 方顯得天變夢不變

許多的忽然 但同船未怕擱淺

顯出本色原是要追風風總帶險

Repeat @** 

後記：

你可能會好奇怎麽不是王力宏或者Westlife？其實並不然~ 值得大家學習的張學友可是王力宏出道初期的學習對象，所以你會發現王力宏早期的作品會有張學友的影子，包括唱腔的模仿。在音樂方面，張學友有著自己獨特的專業知識和水準，包括如何使用聲帶去演繹不同類型的歌曲，他的先天嗓音素質以及後天的演唱技巧被行業内外公認為最爲出色的華人歌手之一。所以從今天開始，我也愛張學友！*大笑*（怎麽感覺自己選的偶像年齡有逐漸老化的趨向？^^）

Westlife 2010

A Big Big news to all WESTLIFE fans out there!! 

Westlife is now unveiling stunning new artwork to their forthcoming album "Gravity" and the lead single "Safe"!! 

Here's the link to listen to the new single on youtube: 


 

Conversation

My mobile phone rang while I was having revision and preparing some materials for the next day's classes.
It was my mum calling from hometown and I picked up the call promptly.

"Eh, you got enough money or not this month? I forgot to ask you. Because I haven't banked in to your account yet." my mum said.

"I ar.. got la of course. My public bank account still have. You forgot, I borrowed ptptn already marh." That was the excuse that I often use to ease her burden and sometimes as an indirect way to reject her from sending money over. I think my two younger sisters and her need the money more there.

"Really enough or not? Then I don't bank in one lo." She was asking for re-confirmation.

"Yaya. You keep the money yourself la. When I'm really in severe poverty I'll call you mum. Eh then how was the legal claim on divorce and custody? Did the advocate or solicitor call you after that day we visited him?" (alright. I'm having sin for this provocation)

"Not yet lo. He said need to wait about two to three months still."

"Har? Why need such a long time one? Condition of being separated at least two years have been fulfilled what?" (okay. I have another sin for my eagerness in this.)

"Yalah I know. Lawyer said still need to wait for the application with government, need to get approval etc from there so it may last for 2-3months lo."

"I see... Erm.. Owh... " Searching for words to be uttered.

"Okay la. You go study la. Nothing already." My mum urged.

"Alright. Then anything just call me la. See you mamacita." The call ended. With a harsh and compelling feeling hanging in the air of awkwardness.

I was standing at the balcony gazing from the 15th floor at the malfunctioned lamp-post without the flash of light. Is that my life? What did I do to myself and others in my previous lives that I need to bear such karmic debts in this life?

Perhaps it's an obstacle which drives your maturity and patience onboard.
All of a sudden I thought of some speeches given by Ms. Anne last semester. "Everyone has problem. But no problem is big problem." Maybe your parents or elderly are not as good as you expected so you need to have a notion that you have to be better than them now.

"Parents matters are their matters. No matter how good or bad your parents are, you need to work harder so that you can give yourself a green card to access to a betterment of life."

For a few times, I almost cried out waking in the middle of night.
For a few times, I almost thought of ending my life without a second thought if there is chance.

But this is foolish! stupid! silly! moronic! unworthy! barbaric! uncivilised! Suicidal ain't help! It just worsens the situation. We, as human beings, need to be responsible for our own lives.
World is still turning. Sun is still burning. Hope is still there, latent.

I have great source of support from all around. They are the motivators of life.
I have my mum, sisters, A gor, JQK, bunch of relatives and pool of close friends.
Everyone has his or her own fated purpose of living to be fulfilled in this world.
Everyone has his or her duties to be carried out for being by our side.
Appreciation and acknowledgement are the only answers to our doubts.

Life is about procurement 

of success and happiness for which 

you can choose to give sadness and grief in return. 

Cheers. Take it easy. 

Life has no take two after all. 

Narcissism

Allow me to be a narcissist. XD

Smart 1

Foolish 2 

 Shy 3

 Ambitious 4

Eagle-eyed 5

Twenties

  我们今年二十一二岁，

烦恼的时候不再发牢骚.我们静静的 静静的看着听着 这很现实又很虚伪的世界.... 我们今年二十一二岁，明明很想哭，却还在笑。 明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。 明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。 明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。 明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。 明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。 明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。 明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。 明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。 明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。 明明这样伪装着很累，却还得依旧.

为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓，只是不愿别人看见自己的伤口，不想让自己周围的人担心，不想让别人同情自己，只想在心底独自承受，虽然心疼的难以呼吸，却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的那么坚强! 

  

  We are twenties this year. 

When we are in doubt, we no longer complain. 

We would just watch and listen to this realistic yet pathetic world, silently and sarcastically. 

Now that we are twenties. 

We hold back our tears and disguise them as smiles that we are wearing when all we want to do is cry. 

We mind and we care but we act as if we are okay without them. 

We thought of staying back but we acted to insist on leaving. 

We are actually in great pain but we would rather tell the others that we are in felicity. 

We are actually unable to separate apart but we would just said it has been forgotten. 

We are actually reluctant to let someone or somebody go but we kept telling that "I'm sick of them!". 

We actually spoke those words which go against our true feelings but we always claim that it is the utmost truth on the inside of us. 

When the tears are about to drop we would just lift our head held high again without letting the tears flowing flawlessly. 

We are still insisting on those impossibilities. 

We tell others not to be guilty despite the fact that we actually get hurt. 

Disguising is tiring, but it is an art of getting used to things. 

Why we are doing so? 

It is merely to hide the fragility in ourselves. 

Though we are sad and feeling despair, we would just pretend as if we are okay 

for the sake of consoling those around us and trying hard not to let them discover our wounds. 

We would not need others to sympathise us. 

We would just withhold the hurt feeling in ourselves and try our best to get over it. 

No matter how brokenhearted we are, 

regardless of the feeling of heart-peeling or suffocation we get, 

we would just show the people a smile and tell them all "I'm fine!". 

Back then, we would sit down and stay calm alone and start laughing out loud at our silliness, 

"What for we are so well-disguising and pretending to be so strong, so immaculate, so unbeatable and rigid and immortal?" 

  And we are twenties this year. 

Today is where your book begins. The rest is still unwritten. 

Gratitude

  One dream at a time, 

small hopes compounding to become great expectations, that's the road to your pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. 

我的生命裡出現過許多貴人，

會在適當時刻給我一些感動，給我一些提醒，

在困頓時拉我一把；

因此，我也希望自己是別人心目中的貴人，

可以溫暖別人的心。

Friends

  有一種朋友，跟他在一起的時候，心裡完全沒有負擔，不需要刻意地討好他；無論行、走、坐、臥，都覺得很自在。不在一起的時候，你知道他絕對沒忘了你，他也沒有停止關心你；他並不見得天天與你見面或通電話，但你知道你們的友誼不會有什麼變化，為什麼呢? 因為只要你有了為難的事，他似乎永遠在那兒，在一個令你放心的位置、不變的位置，等你奔向他甚至不需要你開口，他已經從你一舉一動之中，嗅到了某些端倪，主動把聲援的、溫暖的手伸過來；而且，他會做得不露痕跡，不讓你感到背了很重的人情債他用一顆真心與你交往，你自然不能怠慢，也要掏出真心來相待。好在能結為朋友的，通常也性情相近，不難互相掬誠以待。久而久之，你便擁有一項珍貴的財產，千金不換的寶物。不管是分離的雲淡風輕也好，相聚時的風雲際會也罷；擁有這樣的朋友，你便經常擁有耐以咀嚼的感覺。
  A friend in need is a friend indeed. You'll surely know that the everlasting bonds between you and your friends are proofs of eternal promise you made  although you're not getting along with him/her all the time. Having friends of those kind would be the most valuable property you get in your life ever. Be appreciative and sincere. Love your friends and get loved by them in return. 

Divorce

"Because we're still getting over the divorce." 

"Knowing how to be divorced is next to impossible. And sometimes, over the years, I have thought that your dad and I weren't quite finished. and as it turns out, we weren't. So I went out of my comfort zone, which I found out if you're really honest with yourself isn't all that comforting. And I experienced with a part of myself because I want to know if after all these years there was still something there between us." 


"So what did you see?" 


"And I realise that even though your dad and I once had something extraordinary, now we no longer really fit together." 


~Source from the movie, It's complicated. 


Yeah, undeniably, Life is way too complicated with assorted relationships. 
Im a sinner. For provocating a divorce between my parents. I did what's reasonable & sensible and Im not afraid of dying a thousand death. Not that Im immortal or celestial but Im just way too normal out of the abnormalities. Should I be sentensed to death instead? Whatever. Im just accustomed to it. It's always 'Guilty until Proven Innocent' rather than 'Innocent until Proven Guilty' in here.

Tribute

  I got my last semester's result back today. And out of my expectation, I got a B for that particular subject that I scared the most. Thank Gods and Goddesses for saving my life. Attached a copy of my result print-screened from college intranet page. Let's buck up this semester and aim for a better one. And certainly I need to brush up my English speaking and writing skill because they are deteriorating. Yes I could tell it is declining. Anyway, congratulation to those having Excellent result. Those with unsatisfactory ones, try your best in next sitting. May everyone of ABM be blessed! A cordial thank goes to everyone whom I was helped and consoled at my difficult time last semester. I love you. =D *just accept it lah don't be shy. lol*

as per tribute to my mama and sisters 

It's another climb

  I'm officially back in KL for the commencement of second semester. The second day of that week was actually my birthday. In fact, Birthday, means A Free Holiday-like Day to me. Sometimes I'd stay at home for the whole day instead of going out and packing in the overcrowded place. Anyway, I'd like to thank my thoughtful family members for celebrating my birthday in advance before I came to KL. Abundance of thanks giving out to my coursemates, classmates and any other old and new friends who had celebrated and wished me a cheerful birthday. I'm grateful and appreciative of all your wishes and I love you! No more teens for me and seriously I can't really accept it! LOL.

  Hereby I'd thank my A gor (name concealed for confidentiality) for talking to me. Did you know that sometimes your concern can actually, I mean, really, cheer me up? Not that I'm over-obsessed with you But I'm just so pleased that I could regard you as my bro. =D It's a feeling like I never had before. Or might be, I'm just a slut-man who's begging love and concern from people around. lol at my stupidity. Anyway gor, I don't really need a gift from you. I'm not a wasteful person so I don't hope people becoming wasteful just to buy me a present. So I was just teasing you when I asked for a gift from you. Thanks profusely for your wish too. What could I say at last is All the best to you & Be happy always. XD

  

 Fat as usual =.=

p/s A sincere apology to my current classmates for not attending the event you organised on that day. I'm so sorry about it :S Thanks abundantly for all wishes!

Semester Break

While I was preparing for my final examination, I was stunned by the news that my mother was caught by immigration department of Japan and was kept in retention. That was the night before I was going to sit for my first subject. Anxiety rose in myself. That wasn’t the first time already. The same thing happened two years ago. The same feeling of exaggerating nervousness was haunting me throughout the whole examination process of mine. Fortunately I received a call from my mother telling me she’s fine. I could then breathe with a great relief.

Then, I immediately off to Subang the next day after having my last subject as my mother was staying with my aunt temporarily. And not to forget I went to Mid Valley the night when I finished my last subject with Penang college mates. It was the first time I went for relaxation and only when it was the end of my first semester. Frankly I was quite embarrassed for myself. Anyway, I was grateful that I could finally spend some time for leisure and pleasure after such a long suffocation. And undoubtedly I am always a procrastinator. LOL.

I spent great moment full of fun and passion in Subang. On top of that, I had my first experience (in my life ever) of taking a flight even though it was only from KL to Penang. Thanks to my xiao yi and say teo for treating us well in there.

The next week when I arrived in Penang, a sequence of exciting events were awaiting for me to join. Toy museum, Peranakan Mansion, Karaoke, Gathering and some random meet-ups were all so tempting. I am so glad that I could spend a little moment together with all those I love and be loved. Now that the holiday is approaching its end and I am so reluctant to leave. As life goes on, we need to move on too. Last but not least, I love Penang! XD

Oh I see

    Someone has actually told me this. And yea thanks so much for your information that I'm Not Macho because:

  1. I never smoke. (I admit. You can check the colour of my pinky lips. :P)
  2. I don't excessively drink. (of course. Only socially)
  3. I'm not keen on men sports such as Football & FIFA. (Who specifies it is a men sport?)
  4. I don't know swimming. (My fault also? = =a)
  5. I flirt with girls a lot. (You're jealous of me, aren't you?)
  6. I spend my spare time writing novels instead of outdoors. (owh dear you can't despise a person's hobbies)
  7. I don't play DoTa. (Sorry to say, sometimes I'm quite against DoTa players ^^v)
  8. I cover masks and have facial intermittently. (Please check out who are the spokesperson for L'OREAL and Garnier Men. TYVM)
  9. I'm a considerable introvert sometimes. (So what? I am who I am =D)
  10. I'm still a Virgin after living for almost 20 years. (Sssshh~ and you're driving me nuts!)

  Please Do Not Assume Things. You'll just make an ASS out of U and Me. LOL. and Thank You for your feedback. I'll improve myself. XD

Just For Your Infomation

    It comes to the end of Week 14 this semester. And the end of week 14 always indicates the time for final exam. That's where I stand now. Struggling and striving hard for the exam. Hoping to pass with flying colour. All the best and Break a leg for all candidates. Let's work towards our ICSA! =)
    Hereby I would like to thank all the lecturers,tutors, coursemates, classmates and acquaintances who have been contributing the utmost efforts in educating all of us. *bow*. May you always be blessed in your life and a thousand of apologies from all of us. Thanks cordially for being our facilitators!

  Guess who are they? 
*Disclaimer- The statements below are for amusement purpose only and shall not be personal attack or any unlawful intention for humiliation. Read at your own risk*

"So, you have to take it out. disposal means take it out ar."
"Accountants are very kia-su one so we need to be prudent at all times. Don't underestimate the expenses and liabilities and don't recognise income until it incurs."

"Whether to know it is a valid meeting or not? It depends~"
"We need to look at the organisation's rules and regulations, the Acts and authority governing the organisation, its articles etc."
"You need to talk about the quorum, notice period, proxy etc and.. It Depends."

"So, you can see from here, page 38, People."
"Do your work on CeL people, I'll be checking."
"ENGLISH... NOT Ying-Wen!"
"Irrelevant question."

"Whether attend or not? Up to you it's your own funeral."
"Go back to China if you want to speak Mandarin in my class."
"...and Yes I'm wicked. Call me a racist."
"I need to be caustic to use all those six letters [Sxxpxd] because those Girls are really stubborn!"
"Normally OM takes about 6months to be taught but I only teach you all within, how long? only 7weeks!"

  It is still so unbelievable that I have finally come to the end of semester 1 of year 1. It seems like all the things had just happened yesterday! For the following days I'd be hibernating in the palace of books and will appear less frequent in here (I think I seldom be here also. LOL). Good Luck for You and Me! Take good care of yourselves while studying hard for Finals.
*sealed with a lovely kiss* XD

咖啡

一場失敗的愛情像個笑話　

熱的時候心亂如麻

冷了以後看見自己夠傻

人怎麽會如此容易無法自拔

一場無謂的愛情像個謊話

甜的時候只相信它

苦了以後每一句都可怕

人怎麽會如此難以了無牽挂

Faked?

Padan My Muka. (Serve Me Right!)

Senantiasa. (Always) 

Seperti Biasa. (As Usual) 

Brotherly love

    I don't really own brothers, with real blood-lihood relationship. But I have friends regarded as my brothers. I call them brothers aka buddies, ah ko or gor gor sometimes. I actually got inspired by a song sung by Leehom which I found it so touched. They treat me well all the while, ever since the day I knew them. With extended care and undying love. Do not misinterpret that I'm the kind of slutty or pervert fellow. I have two blood-connected younger sisters. I know what's the feeling of being a brother to others. Far more than you would ever expect. Though they are not having blood relationship with me, I'm still grateful that I have them as brothers in my life despite the fact that God has forgotten to give them to me. It's pure kinship that beyonds friendship but has got nothing to do with religions or beliefs and rituals (for those Old Schoolers). 


作词：王平久  作曲：常石磊  演唱：王力宏
你说你是哥哥我是弟，你要为我遮风挡住雨。
再难的路也要在一起，一心找到人生的路基。
我有你这哥哥在心里，我要为你遮风挡住雨。
想说的话永远说不清，手足的情　兄弟的心。

哥　 小时后一直问你，为什么你是哥我是弟。
哥　 你总是那样严厉，为什么爱我从不放弃。
哥　 在风雨中看见你，为什么你始终没泪滴。
哥 我要和你站在一起，我知道你也没大力气。


Edison: 認識你，從小學到中學，轉捩點是在中二那一年。從沒想過我們會這麽要好，尤其是宿舍生活牽引我們關係更密切。朋友不惜一切付出，都會希望對方永遠幸福。雖然此時大家各奔前程，但我相信會有團聚的一天，最重要的是要記得“一個像秋天、一個像夏天”和“仨人”。難忘的時光陸續在回憶錄重演，祝福你精彩生活每一天。

Henry: 還是喜歡叫JQK比較順口。其實很感激你，教會我不少生活哲學和人生道理。你告訴我什麽是永不言止、永不放棄。班上難得的知己，多謝你給過的美好回憶。你的生存精神和頑強的意志力是我需要學習改進的地方。無形中教會我很多，祝福你的前程錦繡。心結解不開時可以考慮我當聽衆，24小時 On Call。

Atlas: 謝謝你和爹“闖”進我生命裏。和你第一次見面竟然是在午夜Skype通話，還記得你和我說過的話、唱過（給我聼）的歌。其實，我意想不到你讀了我寫給你的Note之後會有如此正面的反應。感謝你把我融入你的圈子，認識你我三生有幸。只是依據爹的訊息傳達了解了一半的你，還有另一半得靠時間關係的徵信。想告訴你的是：你有你的樣（Young）年少輕狂也無妨。

p/s 純粹真情實感的關心，獻給超越友誼關係的純手足情。

IT'S MADNESS

Madness 1

    I was supposed to go back hometown last Saturday evening, and of course I did. As I was having a test, the very last test of my current semester, I had no choice but to carry out my plan right after the test ended. In that evening, one friend and I were taking LRT to KL Central then planned to catch a 8.30pm bus at Kuala Lumpur station by taking KTM. We Touch-N-Go at Melati station. At first it was feeling fresh and nice. Air-conditioned. Spacious (but not at the peak hours). We were sitting on the chairs and talking to each other. There was the PA system which stopped our conversation when we reach Damai station. An important announcement. Every passenger is needed to move out from the LRT because the train was supposed to get back to its ordinary station, Gombak.

    Afterwards we were standing and waiting for another train to hop on it. It went for only a short distance, I guess, before another announcement was made from PA system that we needed to move out again at Kampung Baru station for the same lame Reason! Two of us were stuck at the underground station for almost 20 minutes. In the end, we decided to hire a taxi instead of waiting blindly in there. But, there the problem came as there were no taxis waiting nearby that LRT station. None except by cab-calling service. So we walked the exhausting miles on foot and we were so fortunate that we ran into a friendly and informative Malay girl who told us the actual direction to get a taxi for ourselves. Before she walked off she was trying to show her sympathy for us by saying "I know it's madness" and wished us home safely. Perhaps she didn't know our homes are in Penang and it would really take SOME time. lol~
  
    Wandered around the totally unfamiliar places according to her instructions, we finally managed to stop a taxi and got in it. It was already about 8.15pm at that moment so we changed our destination to Jalan Duta instead of the former KTM station (Kuala Lumpur). I should be grateful as fortune fell on us and made us successfully bought two selling-fast tickets which departed at 8.30pm (but that time was already 8.40pm). It was as adventurous as a mock Amazing Race, especially when we were figuring all the way out about the place where we could hire a taxi in that small village.

Madness 2
    I was supposed to go back to KL on Sunday afternoon, after lunch. I managed to catch a Rapid bus and reached Butterworth jetty around 1.40pm. After having a few calls with my friend, I bought two tickets which would be departing at 4.15pm. So, guess what I did there? Nothing much! Just sat down and observed the people of surroundings while talking to my friend, for almost 3 hours and more, like how we talked in the bus the night we went home. Now only I realised that how talkative (or perhaps noisy in the eyes of bystanders) we were as we chatted all the way long until we arrived in Penang. In fact, I could sense that someone was actually glancing at us or maybe our conversation in English was actually overheard by an African-looked guy who sat in front of us.
  
    Back to the unfinished astonishing story of us, we were on board punctually at exact 4.15pm. Anyhow, we had been waiting for NO reason about another one and a half hours in the bus. Oh it's another Madness! The bus started moving around 5.40pm and stopped twice along the journey, for a short while each time. And I actually doubted if they compensated us for the time wasted by turning on the telly and playing us movies for the entire journey. But it didn't even make me feel more delighted or pleased because all were lousy movies! LMAO. A story on a superb and seemed-like-eternal hero Rambo and the disastrous life had. A story about computer-created (so fake) snake-like (or maybe eel-like) monsters hunting for, in all the ways they could, human kinds as food. Bloody, disgusting and nauseous. The next story was 'Shutter' which frightened me by its pale woman ghost/ dead soul but I found it quite educational because the ending was out of my expectation and I learned something which really existed, law of "Karma".

    We were again haunted by madness, when we reached at 11.00pm at Hentian Duta because it was raining drizzly. We walked out of the station once we were dropped to hire any taxi that passes by the main road. We managed to have one and the driver is so nice and 'user-friendly'. At least the atmosphere was harmonious, but not awkwardness with the existence of silence which plays too loud. Sent my friend home first before I got my turn. Girl deserves more security especially at that late at night isn't it? So I ended up reaching my residence place at 11.35pm, safely and in one piece. For the whole night I had always wanted to shout out loud: IT'S MADNESS!! =)

p/s
Another slight madness was about the temporary termination of internet connectivity of my house. And I should say that it was the main purpose I went back hometown last weekend, to settle the long-queued application process.