Here's to a wonderful New Year.
And a warm adieu to the old!
Here's to happiness, good times, good cheer.
And the many joys yet to unfold.
May all your wishes come true in the brand new year!! Cheers~!
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Busyness
I gotta finish the OMS assignment as soon as possible.
The birds are chirping and it's early in the morning.
Dawn raid. Night gone.
It's still.. still.. incomplete. It couldn't be handed in without completion.
I had totally ignored that particular assignment
as I was busy preparing for non-stop tests, presentation, tutorials & etc.
In fact no one likes last-minute works. So am I.
But situations forced us to do so due to those unavoidable circumstances.
One more thing, the novel-writing competition is going to meet its due date.
Seriously I am busy preparing and hoping someone or something
could bring me some more-than-usual inspirations. I need inexhaustible ideas right now.
2009 is going to give way to 2010. It's another brand new year.
And of course. Got one year older. *sigh*
May the year 2010 bring joy and felicity to everyone of us.
All the Best in 2010!
The birds are chirping and it's early in the morning.
Dawn raid. Night gone.
It's still.. still.. incomplete. It couldn't be handed in without completion.
SERVE ME RIGHT!
I had totally ignored that particular assignment
as I was busy preparing for non-stop tests, presentation, tutorials & etc.
In fact no one likes last-minute works. So am I.
But situations forced us to do so due to those unavoidable circumstances.
One more thing, the novel-writing competition is going to meet its due date.
Seriously I am busy preparing and hoping someone or something
could bring me some more-than-usual inspirations. I need inexhaustible ideas right now.
2009 is going to give way to 2010. It's another brand new year.
And of course. Got one year older. *sigh*
May the year 2010 bring joy and felicity to everyone of us.
All the Best in 2010!
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Saturday, 26 December 2009
Harmonise
The movies are bringing more and more concerned issues that are NOT negligible.
2012- We are warned. Repent!The end is near.
Avatar- Greed could make a person lost his humanity.
That's right. We have only one Mother Earth. Any destruction & pollution shall be prohibited.
We want green environment for our next generations.
We want fresh air for our children.
We want water that is safe to consume and use.
We are granted so much but the greed is never-ending.
We feel discontented & demand for more and more.
We destroy the natural ecosystem.
We excessively polluted the environment without noticing the consequences.
We Have Done Too Much! The resources aren't inexhaustible.
Perhaps harmony can bring about settlements through negotiation.
2012- We are warned. Repent!The end is near.
Avatar- Greed could make a person lost his humanity.
That's right. We have only one Mother Earth. Any destruction & pollution shall be prohibited.
We want green environment for our next generations.
We want fresh air for our children.
We want water that is safe to consume and use.
We are granted so much but the greed is never-ending.
We feel discontented & demand for more and more.
We destroy the natural ecosystem.
We excessively polluted the environment without noticing the consequences.
We Have Done Too Much! The resources aren't inexhaustible.
Perhaps harmony can bring about settlements through negotiation.
The time has come to realise
Without world peace we can't survive
Our past is one that's filled with war
Compassion is what we're looking for
It fills me up with so much hope
To realise how beautiful
This world could be without anger
Which drives us all against each other
Let's promise to us, our hearts and souls
With wisdom we can gain control
That' why we sing this song to you
Just don't lose faith we're here for you.
So hold on,
Harmonise all that is wrong
And work for a peace which is strong
And gain some respect for this earth
For all the mankind we will serve
Two sides
Everything has got two sides. Every person owns two sides for sure.
Sometimes we just don't see the other side of something.
Sometimes people just don't show the other side of them.
Do not ever cross the line.
I could be tame and wild.
I could be heartless and enthusiastic.
I could be ostensibly quiet but is actually planning for my revenge.
Do not try to intensify His good-side impression to me indirectly through Your conversations.
You may have probably ignored His bad side.
You may have overdone your old tricks. Overdone is worse than undone.
You may not know you could possibly make me hate Him even more with the "aid" of your speeches.
Do not test or measure me.
I could be weak & fragile when I seem so tough & strong.
I may lie to you when I tell the truth, just to protect myself from invisible harm.
I could also be unfriendly & impolite if I'm forced to be savage & uncivilized.
Instead of sitting and waiting to die I would rather stand up and fight.
People usually possess two sides in oneself.
The other side would only be shown up when necessary.
That can be a good try if you are about to make me show it real.
Then my other side would just thankfully say "Fcuk You"!
Forgive for my rudeness.
Ignore my madness.
I just couldn't stand with my double-sided behaviours.
Nonetheless, I'm sincere in relationship.
Don't ever show up a I-don't-give-a-shit face to me.
I need you to speak. I'm always ready to listen carefully.
That's why we are given & gifted with two ears and only one mouth.
My heart could actually be easily broken like a piece of glass.
My soul could actually be triggered like a ball of fire.
Sometimes you don't reveal a truth that you already know
because
you don't want to But Not you don't need to.
You bear the responsibility to report but you don't want to spoil their reputation.
Sometimes you don't have to make heavy explanation
simply because
the one who loves you doesn't need it.
& the one who loathes you doesn't believe it.
*It's a murmur. I don't suffer from Split Personality. LOL.
Sometimes we just don't see the other side of something.
Sometimes people just don't show the other side of them.
Do not ever cross the line.
I could be tame and wild.
I could be heartless and enthusiastic.
I could be ostensibly quiet but is actually planning for my revenge.
Do not try to intensify His good-side impression to me indirectly through Your conversations.
You may have probably ignored His bad side.
You may have overdone your old tricks. Overdone is worse than undone.
You may not know you could possibly make me hate Him even more with the "aid" of your speeches.
Do not test or measure me.
I could be weak & fragile when I seem so tough & strong.
I may lie to you when I tell the truth, just to protect myself from invisible harm.
I could also be unfriendly & impolite if I'm forced to be savage & uncivilized.
Instead of sitting and waiting to die I would rather stand up and fight.
People usually possess two sides in oneself.
The other side would only be shown up when necessary.
That can be a good try if you are about to make me show it real.
Then my other side would just thankfully say "Fcuk You"!
Forgive for my rudeness.
Ignore my madness.
I just couldn't stand with my double-sided behaviours.
Nonetheless, I'm sincere in relationship.
Don't ever show up a I-don't-give-a-shit face to me.
I need you to speak. I'm always ready to listen carefully.
That's why we are given & gifted with two ears and only one mouth.
My heart could actually be easily broken like a piece of glass.
My soul could actually be triggered like a ball of fire.
Sometimes you don't reveal a truth that you already know
because
you don't want to But Not you don't need to.
You bear the responsibility to report but you don't want to spoil their reputation.
Sometimes you don't have to make heavy explanation
simply because
the one who loves you doesn't need it.
& the one who loathes you doesn't believe it.
*It's a murmur. I don't suffer from Split Personality. LOL.
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Preparations
=> Preparation bofore my cousin's wedding ceremony
~went in & out to buy the materials
~arrange the tables & chairs
~being a helper who stood by to assist at any time
~took valuable & priceless photos
I got three angpaos for that particular morning.
~went in & out to buy the materials
~arrange the tables & chairs
~being a helper who stood by to assist at any time
~took valuable & priceless photos
I got three angpaos for that particular morning.
This was for opening the bridegroom's car door.
This was for serving him a cup of egg-tea.
This was for delivering him a bowl of sweet dessert. (longan)
=> Preparation for tests
Business Economics test is finally over. Commercial Law test is around the corner.
I gotta be prepared for that. Equipping myself with the knowledge of all the test content.
This time, I promised to myself that I cannot be sinful anymore. I gotta pull up my socks.!
~GOOD LUCK~ #All the Best#
"Homestay"
Last few weeks ago I followed my friend to his hometown-- Bukit Mertajam.
That could be considered as either a homestay or a vacation.
(because I gained weight of 1.5kg in 4Days 3Nights)
OMG~!!
I received secondary school education in BM before.
So I'm quite familiar with the place where my friend stays.
We went wandering around the luxurious shopping mall.
We went dining at different venues.
We went for fascinating & hilarious games.
We intended to go for movie but had finally given up
after taking a long queue & were told that the movie theatre was full!!
We went house-visiting.
Those days passed without leaving a trace.
We were all competing with Time in a must-win race.
Graciously no one torn us apart.
And we knew that it was time to depart.
p/s
After visiting his house, I realised the reason why he has always been wanting to shift his Friday classes to other days so that he can go home earlier. That's too conducive. Too harmonious. Too comfortable. Too enjoyable. For the next semester, they proposed the next station -- Taiping..
That could be considered as either a homestay or a vacation.
(because I gained weight of 1.5kg in 4Days 3Nights)
OMG~!!
Might be because of these. Scrumptious XD
So I'm quite familiar with the place where my friend stays.
We went wandering around the luxurious shopping mall.
We went dining at different venues.
We went for fascinating & hilarious games.
We intended to go for movie but had finally given up
after taking a long queue & were told that the movie theatre was full!!
We went house-visiting.
Messing around at Vincent's house
Fat me lying comfortably!
Those days passed without leaving a trace.
We were all competing with Time in a must-win race.
Graciously no one torn us apart.
And we knew that it was time to depart.
p/s
After visiting his house, I realised the reason why he has always been wanting to shift his Friday classes to other days so that he can go home earlier. That's too conducive. Too harmonious. Too comfortable. Too enjoyable. For the next semester, they proposed the next station -- Taiping..
Wednesday, 2 December 2009
(In) relief
How to get rid of those interruption, disturbance, uncertainty, anxiety, moody feeling, messed-up mind, troublesome & annoying problems?
My ways are simple.
=>Blog it here.
=>Exercise (perhaps some gym workout & badminton).
=>Listen to my favourite music my favourite bands.
=>Friend suggests to think wider look wiser.
=>Recall some happy remembrances.
=>Read some self-development books to seek for motivation.
=>Talk to my peers.
=>Do housework.
=>Have a comfortable bath.
=>Watch some movies that previously I had no time for them.
=>Search out the photos where memory lies anonymously in.
That's the first dinner that I joined for the lengthy 19years since I was born.
It's an upmost honour and I was glad that I could be a part of that night.
*special thanks to Ming Chiet for fetching. Susian Kow for sponsoring photos. Ee Lin for companionship.
*nice meet to Dorene, Pying, LuLu, Evelyn, Seow Wen & 1 more senior at that night.
(sorry if I misspell your names because I have bad memory. =P)
Thank & I treasure so much for those who are always there whenever I need. And now I'm in relief.
My ways are simple.
=>Blog it here.
=>Exercise (perhaps some gym workout & badminton).
=>Listen to my favourite music my favourite bands.
=>Friend suggests to think wider look wiser.
=>Recall some happy remembrances.
=>Read some self-development books to seek for motivation.
=>Talk to my peers.
=>Do housework.
=>Have a comfortable bath.
=>Watch some movies that previously I had no time for them.
=>Search out the photos where memory lies anonymously in.
It's an upmost honour and I was glad that I could be a part of that night.
*special thanks to Ming Chiet for fetching. Susian Kow for sponsoring photos. Ee Lin for companionship.
*nice meet to Dorene, Pying, LuLu, Evelyn, Seow Wen & 1 more senior at that night.
(sorry if I misspell your names because I have bad memory. =P)
Thank & I treasure so much for those who are always there whenever I need. And now I'm in relief.
Between lost and found, you showed me the difference.
Between safe and sound, you showed me the distance.
~The Difference by Westlife~
Reality
In reality, LIFE is sometimes too tough to go on.
When something occur, there are different kind of responses from people around.
These are the proposed "hierachical level".
Ignore it totally. See no evil. Hear no evil. Speak no evil.
Show concern but do nothing.
Pay attention to join in the discussion.
Provide support and belief.
Involved highly and fully committed to offer help in deliverable state.
We should appreciate any offer of assistance given
=> no matter it is helpful or helpless.
=> if it is done in good faith.
Some people tend to hold-out. Tend to escape. Tend to avoid contacting.
Some people tend to aid. Tend to face. Tend to stride forward for us.
Sometimes we just can't belittle people's abilities.
They are good at both beneficial & detrimental ways.
Got inspired by THEIR abilities of faking a smile or a sentence after they have done bad deed.
Won't they feel GUILTY for those loved ones?
Won't they have NIGHTMARES in the middle of the night?
I have culture-shock whenever it comes to my knowledge about their immoral behaviours.
But what to do after all except having grievance in yourself?
We couldn't expect much more.
We gotta head our lives as usual for sure.
When something occur, there are different kind of responses from people around.
These are the proposed "hierachical level".
Ignore it totally. See no evil. Hear no evil. Speak no evil.
Show concern but do nothing.
Pay attention to join in the discussion.
Provide support and belief.
Involved highly and fully committed to offer help in deliverable state.
We should appreciate any offer of assistance given
=> no matter it is helpful or helpless.
=> if it is done in good faith.
Some people tend to hold-out. Tend to escape. Tend to avoid contacting.
Some people tend to aid. Tend to face. Tend to stride forward for us.
Sometimes we just can't belittle people's abilities.
They are good at both beneficial & detrimental ways.
Got inspired by THEIR abilities of faking a smile or a sentence after they have done bad deed.
Won't they feel GUILTY for those loved ones?
Won't they have NIGHTMARES in the middle of the night?
I have culture-shock whenever it comes to my knowledge about their immoral behaviours.
But what to do after all except having grievance in yourself?
We couldn't expect much more.
We gotta head our lives as usual for sure.
This is Life. This is Reality.
Monday, 30 November 2009
很烦
这次没有华丽的文字，只剩朴素的记载叙述。
刚接到小婶的电话，她说星期二才汇款进户口。
同时带来一个晴天霹雳的消息。
原来我妈妈在外头吃了那么多黄莲，有理说不清，有口难言。
其实我也知道千里迢迢“跳飞机”到日本工作的辛苦。
当中总会过着些不像人过的生活。
只是没想到这次竟然发生了人神共愤的事情！！
那个怡保来的安娣~！太过分了！
她冤枉我妈偷了她三万日元。然后在深夜里无情地把我妈赶出门外。
毫无头绪、弱小可怜的一个女流之辈，求救无门。
只好 暂居朋友家咯。
但是毕竟朋友家很小，小得连纳出睡觉的地方都难。
而我妈竟然睡在衣橱！！！
已经连续几晚了！！
真是委屈她了。我听到时眼泪都快夺眶而出了。
现在，她朋友要回大马了。
我妈就急着找房子。
身上的钱已不够，她还是想要寄钱回来。（她说她坚持她的原则是因为她已经两个月没寄钱了）
这一边，我的小叔其实也只是他一个人在工作。
他自己还有两个女儿。大女儿下个月要出嫁了。
小女儿还在独中求学。
开销花费也不少，再加我们兄妹三个，
真的是一个头，两个大！
妈~如果你真的是那么辛苦就不要再做了。
回来吧~！
如果真的要让我继续读书，也要办完离婚手续才好办事。
我可以完成 Diploma 后去工作。
如果要申请贷款，我需要那张离婚证书。
我真的好烦。心好乱、好痛、好辛酸。
我突然看不到前方的去向。
我的未来扑簌迷离充满迷惘。
我快撑不住了。眼泪都流干了。
悲剧一旦上演，一发不可收拾，超乎我们的想象。
自杀是最愚蠢的解决方法。
刚接到小婶的电话，她说星期二才汇款进户口。
同时带来一个晴天霹雳的消息。
原来我妈妈在外头吃了那么多黄莲，有理说不清，有口难言。
其实我也知道千里迢迢“跳飞机”到日本工作的辛苦。
当中总会过着些不像人过的生活。
只是没想到这次竟然发生了人神共愤的事情！！
那个怡保来的安娣~！太过分了！
她冤枉我妈偷了她三万日元。然后在深夜里无情地把我妈赶出门外。
毫无头绪、弱小可怜的一个女流之辈，求救无门。
只好 暂居朋友家咯。
但是毕竟朋友家很小，小得连纳出睡觉的地方都难。
而我妈竟然睡在衣橱！！！
已经连续几晚了！！
真是委屈她了。我听到时眼泪都快夺眶而出了。
现在，她朋友要回大马了。
我妈就急着找房子。
身上的钱已不够，她还是想要寄钱回来。（她说她坚持她的原则是因为她已经两个月没寄钱了）
这一边，我的小叔其实也只是他一个人在工作。
他自己还有两个女儿。大女儿下个月要出嫁了。
小女儿还在独中求学。
开销花费也不少，再加我们兄妹三个，
真的是一个头，两个大！
妈~如果你真的是那么辛苦就不要再做了。
回来吧~！
如果真的要让我继续读书，也要办完离婚手续才好办事。
我可以完成 Diploma 后去工作。
如果要申请贷款，我需要那张离婚证书。
我真的好烦。心好乱、好痛、好辛酸。
我突然看不到前方的去向。
我的未来扑簌迷离充满迷惘。
我快撑不住了。眼泪都流干了。
悲剧一旦上演，一发不可收拾，超乎我们的想象。
自杀是最愚蠢的解决方法。
Sunday, 22 November 2009
割咗没？
晴朗的午后，思绪被一阵叫声打搅。
“你妈最近都没有上网吗？”
“她刚搬家那边没有线。”
“哦~酱我就要去割我的线了，每个月要百多块啊。”
“嗯。”
我不能多说什么。我猜小婶只是通知我而不是询问意见。
顷刻，突然心血来潮踩了机车的油门飞奔到理发店。
“修头发，旁边短，前面留。”
理发师连声应好，指着椅子的方向示意我坐下稍等。
几下敏捷的身手、淡定的反应、高超的剪技，一个焕然一新的造型映入眼帘。
（其实也不是很好看，整个脸很臃肿，我的妈呀！）
我不假思索地付了钱（因为想快点离开），心里还是想着那条线。
人家广告最近都很激烈。
“你割咗没？” “Potonglah” 的声音不时在脑海盘旋。
回家后彻底地清洗一番，似乎想洗去一身的秽气。
趋前看镜子里的我强颜欢笑，使命地挤出一抹笑容，但是还是渗透了一丝失落。
哦~ 算了吧！
少上网又不会少一根毛。没有尝用过电脑和网际网络的人更辛苦。
理智点。成熟点。看开点
做人要知足常乐，换个角度想，秉持客观思维，平衡心理。
身在福中要知福 、惜福、造福。
其实只是一件普通事，不足挂齿。割吧！善哉！
“你妈最近都没有上网吗？”
“她刚搬家那边没有线。”
“哦~酱我就要去割我的线了，每个月要百多块啊。”
“嗯。”
我不能多说什么。我猜小婶只是通知我而不是询问意见。
顷刻，突然心血来潮踩了机车的油门飞奔到理发店。
“修头发，旁边短，前面留。”
理发师连声应好，指着椅子的方向示意我坐下稍等。
几下敏捷的身手、淡定的反应、高超的剪技，一个焕然一新的造型映入眼帘。
（其实也不是很好看，整个脸很臃肿，我的妈呀！）
我不假思索地付了钱（因为想快点离开），心里还是想着那条线。
人家广告最近都很激烈。
“你割咗没？” “Potonglah” 的声音不时在脑海盘旋。
回家后彻底地清洗一番，似乎想洗去一身的秽气。
趋前看镜子里的我强颜欢笑，使命地挤出一抹笑容，但是还是渗透了一丝失落。
哦~ 算了吧！
少上网又不会少一根毛。没有尝用过电脑和网际网络的人更辛苦。
理智点。成熟点。看开点
做人要知足常乐，换个角度想，秉持客观思维，平衡心理。
身在福中要知福 、惜福、造福。
其实只是一件普通事，不足挂齿。割吧！善哉！
Monday, 16 November 2009
TARC-ACCA Investment Game '09
well~ It's NOT in the high-lighted row but fell on 9th.
We needed to accept the reality as we know that we were making the Greatest Loss among the 10. LMAO!! I could not declare that I don't give a fuck about it but to admit that we were still incompetent as compared to others. This could be a precious and jovial experience for all of us. We were pleased that we were once a part of TARC-ACCA Investment Game '09.
Hereby, I would like to apologise to my members upon my poor management and thanks for your unswerving loyalty. I could see that everyone of us had unleashed our best efforts in making contribution. Glad to know each and every one of you.
Congratulation to TOP 4: Achievers, S.I.C, Flexus Fund & Divine Co. Good Luck & All the Best in Final~!! (11Dec09)
With the utmost confidence We Fight We Strive We Compete
Millipede-like posture
H&B~ We.. Can Make It!!
The Company staff
Eventually in Q&A session. We got a question from Dr. Kang SH.
Dr. Kang: I got a little wonder why u chose the name H&B? Is it any special meaning?
H&B CEO: Basically H&B means Honest & Brilliant but on the other way round, can't you see that we are so Handsome and Beautiful?
Dr. Kang nodded her head agreeably. LOL^^
======================Bonus=======================
Handsome!!
Beautiful!!
See~! They messed up my hair >.<
Mrs. KNM closed her eyes =.=
He looked happy to be bullied. lol
His nose got cubit XD
The Best Actor- A jobless middle-aged man surrounded by depression & despair.
*thumbs up+ big applause+ tears dropped* (too touched by his act =P)
Sunday, 15 November 2009
The Left-out
1. LaLa's arrival
I could not remember the date with great ease but it was the day of arrival of LaLa in Penang.I went to see her at Sunway Carnival Mall in that humid afternoon with another two friends of mine.
2. Went hanging out
There were Grass, Alice, Sarah, Peng, LanFeng, Ee Lin, Ying Zheng, Cheese-eng and I went hanging out at Prangin Mall one day after our class. We tasted food. We window-shopped. (well~only YZ bought a coat-like jacket. LOL) We tried out shirts and snapshoted. We had moments of fun as if we were living in the world of our own. We enjoyed all day long. Eventually we exhausted & went home satisfactorily.
Just managed to grab this from Sarah
3. Birthdays celebration
A particular night on a peaceful Monday, the Steamboat Restaurant was "chaotically" congested by all of our members. We dined in there and had our celebration for birthday boys and girls. The first half proceeded anonymously and the drama started to reach its peak gradually when the first half gave way to the second half.
With a soft but audible 'pop' sound, we were embraced by darkness and slightly brightened by the visible light of candles on the cake. It was then followed up by the loud and sharp birthday song. We (Chuen Yuan, Sarah, Peng, Zhi Yek & I) were so surprised to have this happened in our eyes. By the way, they "punished" us to finish the food before we were allowed to leave.
Later, we were given the options to pick a piece of paper for each person. I got the one with an adorable piggy picture. After that only I realised it was for the distribution of gifts. To be frank, I enjoyed the whole night and was grateful to have the meal, gift, unforgettable reminiscence and memoriable moments there. Most of all I was pleased that my friends even asked them to play songs of Lee Hom during the entire process. Even when we were on the way home, the melodies were still spinning until my mind was jubilantly occupied by lee Hom's voice. Thanks cordially for that celebration. Look forward to having another joyous day that we can spend together. Take care guys!
Saturday, 14 November 2009
Pictures in my head
Try to figure out a picture in your mind. What will be that?
Family comes first.
Sincerely, I'm so guilty that it's been ages since we took our last photos.
I must have had neglected for so long.
but now I come back. Being more appreciating and compassionate.
I've been so obedient since my younger days.
People tended to be so sarcastic & rumours spreaded making us pathetic.
We gotta fight through it my lovely family.
You are the noble truth I believe most!
Nonetheless, friends are also parts of my pictures.
Thanks cordially for appearing in my life and filling up my reminiscence.
You gave me strength when I am weak.
You light up my life when it is dark.
Friends in need are friends indeed.
With your faith, I swear to myself that I cannot fall.
You are the best companions in my past and future days!
That is it. ^^
Family comes first.
When I was in Form4@2006
Mum's currently in Japan
Videoconferencing via Skype
I must have had neglected for so long.
but now I come back. Being more appreciating and compassionate.
I've been so obedient since my younger days.
People tended to be so sarcastic & rumours spreaded making us pathetic.
We gotta fight through it my lovely family.
You are the noble truth I believe most!
Nonetheless, friends are also parts of my pictures.
Thanks cordially for appearing in my life and filling up my reminiscence.
You gave me strength when I am weak.
You light up my life when it is dark.
Friends in need are friends indeed.
With your faith, I swear to myself that I cannot fall.
You are the best companions in my past and future days!
That is it. ^^
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