Pain is the reaction of the body
and as long as you have the body
some pain is inevitable
Suffering is the contraction of the mind
and unlike pain
is optional
Don't add suffering to pain
relax your mind and the suffering will pass
Tuesday, 8 March 2011
Tuesday, 1 March 2011
Thursday, 3 February 2011
Happy CNY
Time Flies...
Holiday. It's approaching the end.
Bought my ticket back to KL.
Gonna have my practical training soon!
and Im anticipating for it.
Good luck and all the best for other coursemates and classmates!
HAPPY CNY!
May you be blessed in this prosperous Rabbit Year!
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Holiday. It's approaching the end.
Bought my ticket back to KL.
Gonna have my practical training soon!
and Im anticipating for it.
Good luck and all the best for other coursemates and classmates!
Tuesday, 25 January 2011
Sunday, 23 January 2011
藤井树寂寞之歌
什么乐章，可以弹奏几十年？
没有写曲人，没有演奏者，
更没有满场衣着隆重的嘉宾，
只有你自己。
当音乐声嘎然而止，
没有人站起身来拍手欢呼，
没有镁光灯此起彼落，
更没有人谢幕鞠躬，
只有你自己。
这部乐章，叫做生命。
而寂寞，是生命的主旋律。
What kind of music could be played for ten years
Without a composer Without a player
And without fully seated of guests
There's only you
When the music paused
No one was there to clap and cheer
No cameramen, Nothing
There's only you
This chapter of music is called LIFE
and LONELINESS
It's the core melody for the whole
Saturday, 8 January 2011
Soon
Had my first subject today.
And I was writing like hell.
Non-stop.
Restlessly.
Felt like my wrist was going to be torn from my arm.
My fingers were still feeling numb an hour after I walked out from the hall.
Luckily the worst & most-killing subject is over.
1 Down, 3 to go!
and I'm start counting down for CNY.
WHAT-TO-DO-DURING-HOLIDAY LIST is coming soon!
I WANNA BREAK FREE!!
And I was writing like hell.
Non-stop.
Restlessly.
Felt like my wrist was going to be torn from my arm.
My fingers were still feeling numb an hour after I walked out from the hall.
Luckily the worst & most-killing subject is over.
1 Down, 3 to go!
and I'm start counting down for CNY.
WHAT-TO-DO-DURING-HOLIDAY LIST is coming soon!
I WANNA BREAK FREE!!
Thursday, 6 January 2011
Friday, 31 December 2010
Miraculous
When you look,
you see reflections of your being.
When you listen,
you hear echoes of yourself.
If you don't like something about what you see and hear,
no point in smashing the mirror,
change who you are becoming.
you see reflections of your being.
When you listen,
you hear echoes of yourself.
If you don't like something about what you see and hear,
no point in smashing the mirror,
change who you are becoming.
Monday, 20 December 2010
Pre-exam
It's
Tiring.
Exhausting.
Abbreviated.
Bombard.
Catastrophes.
Dynamite.
Extravagant.
Feminine.
Gigantic.
Humiliation.
Isotonic.
Joyous.
Keen.
Lunatic
Mortgage.
Normalised.
Olympus.
Plantation.
Quick-a-holic.
Remnant.
Stress.
Temptation.
Universal.
Vida.
Wallop.
Xeric.
Yes!
Zenith.
Tedious.
Nightmarish.
Tiring.
Exhausting.
Abbreviated.
Bombard.
Catastrophes.
Dynamite.
Extravagant.
Feminine.
Gigantic.
Humiliation.
Isotonic.
Joyous.
Keen.
Lunatic
Mortgage.
Normalised.
Olympus.
Plantation.
Quick-a-holic.
Remnant.
Stress.
Temptation.
Universal.
Vida.
Wallop.
Xeric.
Yes!
Zenith.
Tedious.
Nightmarish.
Gonna sleep like this from today onward. :)
Time-table
Saturday, 18 December 2010
Thursday, 16 December 2010
Monday, 13 December 2010
love vs perfect
沒有人生來是完美無缺的，
如果你真的愛上一個完美無缺的人，
那麼在往後的相處日子裡你們還有什麼成長的空間呢？
No one is perfect in nature.
If you had really fallen in love with someone really perfect,
would you have any improvements for your relationship all along with your lives growing?
kaizen's theory = there is always room for improvement!
如果你真的愛上一個完美無缺的人，
那麼在往後的相處日子裡你們還有什麼成長的空間呢？
No one is perfect in nature.
If you had really fallen in love with someone really perfect,
would you have any improvements for your relationship all along with your lives growing?
kaizen's theory = there is always room for improvement!
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
Hold hands
Seeing you getting involved in a relationship.
But the guy isn't me.
How graceful could I be?
Wishing you both hang in well and all is well.
Hold his hand tightly. Don't ever release.
Hold her hand closely. Don't ever make it loose.
Au Revoir, My Love
But there will be a "B.R.B." on the graveyard of my love instead of "R.I.P."
Because I do need love XD
Never mind then. You left. Just when I needed the most
She's attached and He's gonna be alone
Solitaire plays out loud
Solitaire is the only game in town
Saturday, 20 November 2010
Life's brief candle
Your life is not quantified by the number of the signature clothes that you wear.
For it can only be measured by the number of faces that smile every time they hear your name.
When life seems difficult, P.U.S.H.
(Pray Until Something Happens)
Life is a balance of HOLDING ON and LETTING GO.
Hold On to the good and Let Go of the bad.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Learn from yesterday, Live for today, Hope for tomorrow.
Sometimes life has to get more complicated before it can get simpler.
Home is the place you grow up wanting to leave
and grow old wanting to get back to.
If mistakes were qualifications, we would be geniuses by now.
Faith makes all things possible, Hope makes all things work, Love makes all things beautiful.
Sometimes there's No next time. No time outs. No second chances.
Sometimes it's just now or never.
You'll never know which one is the right path, if you never had the wrong ones.
The challenges aren't there to stop you. They're there to help you grow.
The best fashion accessory you can wear is a smile, so wear it with pride.
Let's H.O.P.E. (Have Only Positive Expectations)
For it can only be measured by the number of faces that smile every time they hear your name.
When life seems difficult, P.U.S.H.
(Pray Until Something Happens)
Life is a balance of HOLDING ON and LETTING GO.
Hold On to the good and Let Go of the bad.
Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass. It's about learning to dance in the rain.
Learn from yesterday, Live for today, Hope for tomorrow.
Sometimes life has to get more complicated before it can get simpler.
Home is the place you grow up wanting to leave
and grow old wanting to get back to.
If mistakes were qualifications, we would be geniuses by now.
Faith makes all things possible, Hope makes all things work, Love makes all things beautiful.
Sometimes there's No next time. No time outs. No second chances.
Sometimes it's just now or never.
You'll never know which one is the right path, if you never had the wrong ones.
The challenges aren't there to stop you. They're there to help you grow.
The best fashion accessory you can wear is a smile, so wear it with pride.
Let's H.O.P.E. (Have Only Positive Expectations)
Friday, 19 November 2010
Dry despite the rain
Be ready to grab your umbrella in case the downpour hits
When it's over, it leaves everyone breathless to see that rainbow at the end of the storm
Thursday, 11 November 2010
Busy
Intra-campus Business Management Competition briefing
YTLC orientation
Rejected and needed-to-redo individual assignment's journal review
Never-ending homework on tutorials
Shopping for formal suits at Times Square this Sunday
"I'm kinda busy. I'm kinda busy."
"Stop calling stop calling I don't wanna hear anymore"
p/s Sunday is my day! I'm gonna fully utilise it before I get another wave of stress next few weeks! :)
Hurt
Thinking of travelling around. With someone I fond of or who's willing to accompany me.
Totally not in the kind of mood that I myself can tolerate with.
These days I was hurt badly.
Mostly from family. coursework. homework. peers.
No I can't cry anymore no matter how. No more. My tears are dried out.
Now even Westlife's songs have lost the magic.
I can still feel the pain inside. No matter how frequent I repeated listening to Westlife.
Lying so silently.
But I feel it hurts so violently.
For somehow but I don't know how,
I thought I have the discretion to control my account of money.
But all came to a discoverable mess and it's like an illusionary slap to my face.
Not telling you doesn't mean making secret profit.
Come on! It's credited by aunt to my account and for all this while I didn't tell you too.
So I don't see any necessity to tell you about the money thing this time.
And that's the reason I answer you "Yes I still have money" "No need bank in for me yet"
when you ask me about my balance
You Thought I'm a Banker ar?
or I Go Rob the Bank and that's why I have So Much Inexhaustible Money to use?
My passion was welcomed by a wave of scolding.
Should I feel comfortable instead and tell all the people around "Yeah I got scolded!"?
I know you are earning hard bearing we three small kids.
But I'm grown, physically-fully and psychologically none.
I'd feel the emptiness too. Not only you. I bet sista will feel the same way as well.
Sometimes I really don't know what to do when I am so helpless.
I can't call you all. I don't wanna make any trouble.
You have had enough. So do I.
I'm tired of being the eldest. Being the black sheep.
No one sincerely/truthfully cares for me.
I'm leading solitary life. and I'm liking it as the ironic way.
God, can I ask for an exchange in my next life, if there is any, please?
That's my prayer to be heard.
Thanks.
Amen.
Totally not in the kind of mood that I myself can tolerate with.
These days I was hurt badly.
Mostly from family. coursework. homework. peers.
No I can't cry anymore no matter how. No more. My tears are dried out.
Now even Westlife's songs have lost the magic.
I can still feel the pain inside. No matter how frequent I repeated listening to Westlife.
Lying so silently.
But I feel it hurts so violently.
For somehow but I don't know how,
I thought I have the discretion to control my account of money.
But all came to a discoverable mess and it's like an illusionary slap to my face.
Not telling you doesn't mean making secret profit.
Come on! It's credited by aunt to my account and for all this while I didn't tell you too.
So I don't see any necessity to tell you about the money thing this time.
And that's the reason I answer you "Yes I still have money" "No need bank in for me yet"
when you ask me about my balance
You Thought I'm a Banker ar?
or I Go Rob the Bank and that's why I have So Much Inexhaustible Money to use?
My passion was welcomed by a wave of scolding.
Should I feel comfortable instead and tell all the people around "Yeah I got scolded!"?
I know you are earning hard bearing we three small kids.
But I'm grown, physically-fully and psychologically none.
I'd feel the emptiness too. Not only you. I bet sista will feel the same way as well.
Sometimes I really don't know what to do when I am so helpless.
I can't call you all. I don't wanna make any trouble.
You have had enough. So do I.
I'm tired of being the eldest. Being the black sheep.
No one sincerely/truthfully cares for me.
I'm leading solitary life. and I'm liking it as the ironic way.
God, can I ask for an exchange in my next life, if there is any, please?
That's my prayer to be heard.
Thanks.
Amen.
洶湧的澎湃，海在怒吼
幸福，下一站
走吧，走吧，人總要自己慢慢長大
傲視滄海，一聲笑，人在江湖
悸動心痛
我是一只小小鳥，尋覓一個溫暖的懷抱
And I believe,
Hug is one of the most important things that I can say without speaking. do without acting.
And I need one right now. but who cares?
Leave it blank there. I'm searching for the answer.
p/s
I've temporarily closed the account on FB and no one can actually see my posts except some photos.
Text me a line or give me a call if you have any things needed to reach me.
People with their minds that I'm being emo. "Whatever" is the only word I can tell you and it shows that you don't understand me thoroughly.
The left part of my chest is left empty. Because my heart is being hospitalised now.
I'll bring it to travel around but I'm unsure when will it be back. So stay tuned.
Time will heal and I'll be fine.
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